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my words reflect off your hairline
reflect and bounce back, apparently

I am not heard

you may look up, acknowledge me for a second
two seconds
but no response, no further conversation
then somebody else breaks the silence
maybe they’re more worthy

slam the door in my face
I am not on the register
I think that’s everyone they say
just before I turn up
oh, no, silly me, there you are
the seat next to mine is empty
or maybe the table

I am not heard

I could shout as loud as I wanted
sing my feelings
play the fucking banjo if need be
nothing would make myself apparent
or convince you of my existence
or maybe
maybe worse
maybe you laugh

I say this
I say I feel ignored
they say hm
they say don’t worry
they say I have everything going for me
you wouldn’t want my life
would you
don’t be so negative pessimistic dramatic annoying
do not

do not hear me

I am not heard except maybe by a few
possibly
those who are paid to hear me
or maybe enjoy my words through blood relation or maybe because they’re as desperate as I am
the rest decide I am not worth the bother
my words are not important
until someone more important parrots them
more sociable, more cool
then suddenly I am right
or rather I suppose they are

I am not heard

my home life is a game of chance
superboy and the invisible girl
look at his grades and achievements
Cs are fine she says
don’t worry about it she says
I wish I could draw like you he says
grades aren’t everything I don’t know why I took maths
I wish I had your creativity
my teacher tells me about my brother’s a grade essays and questions our resemblance
I am again not heard
or if I am I am compared

it’s a group effort, I say
we should talk outside class, I say
no, they say
we don’t need to do that, they say
it’ll be fine, they say
but they do
they do.
I am not included in this conversation.

we should meet up together, she says two weeks before the show
we should have done that earlier
if only someone had suggested it
(that’s a great idea, says everyone)

I can talk on skype
to people who live nowhere near me
I can talk to myself
to walls
angst on a tiny little school computer
not sure what everyone else is doing
I don’t really care
I cannot talk to people
they don’t talk back

call me invisible
disposable
I need to include myself more
i just isolate myself
participate
join in
just talk it’ll be fine just get over it it’ll be fine
words from the middle aged words from my peers
success I’m cured your words have healed me
miraculously
however did you do it

hm
yeah
sure
did you say something
ok
whatever
uh huh
lol
suddenly the phone is more important
or maybe facebook

I however am not heard

my words reflect off your hairline bounce back they’re ignored they go unacknowledged
there’s an awkward silence somebody else speaks the status quo is restored
they laugh
and I am not surprised
this is not the first time I am not heard

it will not be the last
and i am not heard
confessions of a part time anxious :B

 sent this in for creative writing and my teacher seemed to like it so
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give this student no bunnies by karkatwontmarryyou
give this student no bunnies
confession: i like elmyra more than i probably should

i've never actually seen her in tiny toons, just peatb, and in all honesty i think the thing that failed peatb was the writing rather than elmyra. she didn't really fit but her character didn't actually annoy me that much.

actually she's p cute she just needs a bit of self control and a better boyfriend (bc spoiler rudy's a psychopath) (but i don't suppose max was any better)
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fucking

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 20, 2015, 3:46 AM



this panto is like ridiculous levels of obnoxious why can't i get it over with already

look i get that my group went to the same school and all but they like excluding me and it's frankly aggravating

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fucking

Journal Entry: Tue Jan 20, 2015, 3:46 AM



this panto is like ridiculous levels of obnoxious why can't i get it over with already

look i get that my group went to the same school and all but they like excluding me and it's frankly aggravating

Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
  • Listening to: ...
  • Reading: My typing
  • Watching: The little letters appear on screen :3
  • Playing: With my hair
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Saliva if you must know O_o

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